Knowing One's Power

I knew from an early age that I was different. My mother didn't really teach me much about the ancestry from her family line, mostly just a collection of stories. My mother had extra sensory perception (ESP) or advanced precognition. She hid it well for obvious reasons, but I already knew that she could see things that were happening from a few, a hundred or even a thousand miles away through the family connection.

She always knew when any of her children had lost a job the moment it had happened or, when a relationship had failed. She would call the moment one of us would leave the workplace we had just been fired from, and say "Lost your job!", and then try to find a distraction to take your mind off it. It was the same for relationships; again, she would know the moment it had happened and would also call to talk about it.

Sometimes she would tell me random things that wouldn't make sense and use humour to pass it off as a joke. But, later I saw that it was a subtle hint as to something that was going to happen. She could not directly tell me about something that was going to happen, as telling somebody the future can have serious consequences, often the effect precedes the cause.

One day, she jokingly told me the day I would get married it would snow. I thought it was a joke in relation to the almost impossible event of me getting married. However, 5 years after my mother passed away I did get married, and it actually snowed in a place that had not had snow for twenty years. In fact, it was the coldest ever temperature ever recorded in that city. My mother knew this, she knew many things, even when she would die; often making jokes and passive references about such things, but ultimately not many of my siblings listened.

I have always been an empath, even before I knew what an empath even was. The ability to feel the emotional vibrations of others to determine whether their energy is good or bad. I also have some precognition, but it's very limited and came in the form of fragmented dreams.

Mostly, I have the ability to find lost things, that includes people as I gravitate towards the most damaged people or those with issues and find a way to help them help themselves. For objects and places, I can use my ability by feeling the vibrations around me and follow them using my hands to the place they are located. It has not failed me yet, and I have been able to find what it is that I seek. I also can see spirits and feel negative energies. I know when something has bad energy and immediately seek to avoid it. The worst part of that is being able to intercept the memory of an incident that led to that death and know details that I couldn't possibly know. In one, such incident I was in a shopping mall in China. I hadn't been to mall before and I certainly didn't know the history. I was walking towards a supermarket on the ground floor of the mall, when suddenly I stopped and was not able to enter the small supermarket. In fact, the energy was so rotten there that it made me feel sick.

I just knew I had to get away from there quickly and avoid that place completely. When I intercepted the memory of the deceased, he was somebody who had fallen from the tower of the hotel attached to the mall in an accident and had died. But, he couldn't accept his death and his bitterness had created a very strong and negative resonation.

When I told my wife about it, she then told me that when they had first built the hotel tower part before the mall. A man parachuted from the top of the tower in a promotional stunt for the hotel and was sponsored by Red Bull. The parachute had of course failed, and the man had fallen to his death. It was impossible for me to even know anything like that if not for my ability.

As I have gotten older, I started to see more of my past lives and even intercepted some of the memories and experiences of my ancestors that revealed to me that my mother's ancestral line is from pagan Driud priests. We are people of power and have the ability through will and intent to harness the energies of the universe that flow through us and around us and shape them into being. It's frustrating though, as I know my history and heritage, as such I know and trust the power that I have. Yet, none of my family do, and I feel somewhat displaced and feel some pressure carrying the teachings and memories of my ancestors onto my children.

For many years I tried to control the weather and failed. But, as I got older, I remembered the balance of the universe and came to an understanding as to why some of my casts didn't work. It was actually quite simple, and all I had to do was resect the balance. As such, I was able to cast the rain clouds away to the farmer's fields to bring new life or to send it to where it was needed the most. After changing my casts in respect of the balance, I was able to move rain clouds and walk through an area where there had once been heavy rain. The moment I had got to where I needed to be and was under shelter, the rain immediately started hammering down again.

It's not a coincidence either, as I have been able to repeat this many times already and have had the same results all the time. The only exception is when I am ill or too tired, then my casts don't work.

Recently, my own brother betrayed me and was revealed to be a sociopath without any empathy after pretending to help store my life possessions, yet ended up in a situation where he was evicted and everything was lost. He had lied for many months as he sold off items of value and pocket the money, or he just kept them for himself. He knew that the eventuality would lead to him being caught. Therefore, when he was given notice of eviction for not paying the rent, he had the perfect cover. He just needed to store his own valuables in advance; including things he had stolen from me and claimed as his own.

He manipulated his ex with a mountain of lies and directed blame to me for why he lost his property. In fact, he used this as a way to get back with her and find a new place to stay in her new accommodation in another city.

Communication had been terrible for months, and then when the eviction happened, he just stopped communicating for a month and came back without ever giving details of his landlord or the company who had evicted him. He wouldn't as it would have blown his cover.

From that point, I had been informed that everything had been lost, I no longer had any personal possessions; everything of mine and my wife's and my daughters at a place in England we couldn't get back to because of the plandemic was lost. So, I put out as seek and return cast to get certain things returned to me, and a week later my brother turned up with 4 boxes of things (Keepsakes, books, and some files) at my sisters house; some of the things that I had called for in the cast to be returned to me. I had to put out another cast for other things, but I amended the cast with address, phone number and email and other things turned up at my other siblings house. More surprisingly, the negative cast for a bad return to the sibling who had wronged me also took effect as his own friend betrayed him and gave me information of things he was storing at their house; some of which was mine that he had stolen and claimed as his own.

He found out and sent me a barrage of texts with a load of bullshit how things were gifts and had also been brought by him and his girlfriend. Yet he messaged me through FB messenger, an app he claimed he didn't use, or that was his excuse of why he couldn't contact me for over a month. His friend had only told him that I knew certain things were being stored. He was stupid enough to specifically talk about the items he knew were mine and not his and make bullshit claims about how he apparently acquired them. My cast is working and the more lies he tells the more is revealed to others about what he is. Subsequently, he is now being manipulated by a friend to store some of "his" things at their house. Yet, he doesn't even know that they will catalogue everything and send me photos to help me identify things he has stolen and claimed as his own. Basically, his own tricks of luring and fake offers to help are being reversed onto him.

I trust in the power that I have, and I know that I can shape most things, but I have to be careful how I cast and what I call for as bad things or selfish things either won't work, or have a negative return.