Emotional Projections

OK, I mentioned things related to emotional projections in another post. Some people may be wondering what I mean by this.

Well, in short, imagine that you are thinking of something that carries a strong emotion with it. Such as, your best friend is sick in the hospital and the emotion you feel is your worry about her and also your sadness for her situation. Or, you have a stressful event, whether it's an exam, female problems, a special occasion where you have to do the cooking, etc...

Remember that everything is energy. Therefore, by that logic, energy transitions into another state when it is used, which includes emotions that are actualised in your brain and transmitted across your neural pathways.

Imagine now, that these emotional energy waves can be intercepted outside the brain, such as when the emotion is strong and radiates outwards from you.

It's only people who are empaths that can pick up what another person is emotionally projecting. Most only pick up the vibration and understand the emotion carried with it, which usually helps them to form an understanding of how that can be used to help a person; it can also be used to determine if a person is bad, as you can feel their dark and negative energy and will seek to get away from them.

Last year around the end of June 2021, my ability evolved, although I am not certain as to why; it's been hard to gain some grounding with it as I have picked up things I would have rather not seen or felt.

Thankfully, most people don't project anything. I have theorised that most are just dead minded and are at a lower state of consciousness, though I could be wrong as this ability is still new, and I am trying to understand more about it and why I can only read a small number of people; what's special about them?

The first time it happened, I woke up as normal and went out for a walk. I passed by two women in their late 40s or early 50s. Almost immediately I felt bad energies in their wake and had to take another path to avoid it.

This ability is weird, as I don't get a clear picture right away. Rather, something like 5 minutes passes by before my brain starts to get a clear enough image to understand what I have picked up.

What I saw from them was an old man in his late seventies or early eighties. He was incapacitated and relied on them for care. They were not nice to him at all, and were only providing the minimum amount of care to him to obtain some type of financial reward; they were basically stealing from him and treating him like dirt, and then scheming about what they could do next as if it was normal.

I saw these two women again a few months later but did not recognise their faces, but after passing by them, I knew who they were and how they had continued to do that to him. He was actually their father who they were waiting to die to get his house. It really is utterly sickening how anybody could do that to their own parents; ultimately evil.

For me, the memory fades, but the emotion remains; it's horrible to feel what they are feeling and in some ways, I feel violated.

It's not always bad, though. Sometimes I see good things and have a chuckle about people's silly thinking over relationships. Or how happy a child is to see a parent or grandparent, sometimes I feel the love between a couple; sometimes it's mixed where one partner loves the over very much, but the other partner I can feel has a residual trace of regret?

I don't like feeling female problems though, the universe really is a joker to make a man feel what a woman is feeling during that time. It's hard for me as I have a male mind and that thinking is completely alien to men, as is how differently women think than men, especially when it comes to having children.

Some people flitz as well, as in, they give off only a trace of what they are emotionally projecting. But, that's weird, they are like robots as it's not continuous thinking. More like they are reeling through a disconnected list of things as they think about them?

Such as the guy thinking about a Zoom meeting later, then dinner, then shower, then maths homework with his son, then the Zoom meeting again.

I have another ability as well, it's something I was taught never to do by my mother. We are not supposed to do it because that sort of connection is two-way, as in they can see you, and you can see them, or just their negative emotions feeding back to you with their emotionally projected memories.

Basically, you find your centre as you close your eyes and go into a meditative state; blocking out the noises around you and filtering what you choose to hear. Usually, you as an empath will feel something, but we are taught to ignore it and filter it out.

Last year, I had my eyes closed when travelling back in a taxi. I visualised a man on a bridge. His mind was a complete mess as he was contemplating suicide and was going to jump off and to the pavement just next to a lake below. I have never reached that type of thinking in my life, not that far, so feeling that from another person was horrible.

It was actually quite painful to even pick up his energy, establishing the connection was stupid. Though, for some reason, I felt I had to.

He was a man obsessed with his job, because of this his wife had eventually divorced him, and he had to move out of the home. He went to a dark place and shut them both out after that. I knew there were two people he was emotionally thinking about, but it was hard to really see who the other person was initially.

Eventually, I saw a little girl, I think maybe four years old. He had memories that were scattered, but I knew in some way he loved her. He felt my presence and asked who I was; he dismissed it and tried to continue to push his thoughts of jumping, it was so hard to reach him, but I told him to think of his daughter.

He was quite far gone, so all I could do was tell him to think about what would happen to his little girl knowing her daddy would not be coming home anymore. How she would have to go through her whole life lost and not knowing why her father left her.

It was then that things shifted in within him, I had broken through that fog of despair as he snapped back into focus. He again asked who I was, strangely I did not really know how to, answer. I just told him I was a messenger and that he had to listen.

I asked him to step back and come away from the bridge, he did and eventually walked to his car. Though, I strongly encouraged him to not drive given his state of mind. He waited for a taxi instead as he used his phone to order it (I assume so anyway).

The instructions I gave him were quite clear, that he had to stop thinking of himself, and that he could not just go there and try to fix it his way. Rather, he had to make changes in his own life, and be the positive change he needed to be.

The only thing that mattered was his daughter, he had to be her father more than anything and always had to remember his duty to her. He understood and regathered himself and started to think in a more stable way.

However, it became very hard to maintain the connection the further the taxi was away from him. It was exhaustive, and I had to sleep soon after.

I really don't know if I was able to help him enough before the connection was lost. Not even sure what he would remember from that day either. I remember parts of it, but I carried the feelings he had for around 3 weeks, and they were not good; they affected my sleep, and it was hard to stabilise myself.

The real question is whether I should do that again? I honestly don't know; probably not as I don't know what I will connect with, that could a person or a thing with bad intent. I really wouldn't know until the connection is established, by then it could be too late; such as if they were a dark aligned or a force of negative energy.

Being an empath is not easy, not at all. We all have similar abilities, though some of us are amplified. Ultimately we face the conundrum of whether what we are picking up from another person is good or bad; such as are we invading their mind when we see their emotionally projected memories? Who really has that answer?