What is Our Reality, Really?

Recently, I started thinking about our reality. There are ultimately some things that do not make sense and we, as a species, barely understand our own existence.

Sometimes I see something and read it a certain way, or see something and interpret it a certain way. When my eyes are cast away and return to it, something has changed; what I read was not what I read at all, it was something completely different; likewise with something I interpreted a certain way only to find it was perceived wrong.

I have always believed that I had just misread something, or that I misinterpreted things. But, there are also things I remember from the past that never happened; again, that could just be my mind playing tricks on me. Although, there are articles I visually remember reading that never even existed, and things I learned that are completely offset from the actual reality as if they never happened.

At some point in my life, beyond self-criticism and convincing myself that I was losing my mind, well, I realised something was actually wrong with our reality. I started to see patterns when other people came forward to correlate the same recall of events they remembered in history.

I know now that our reality is relative to the observer, and we are in a shared existence that's linked to universal consciousness. It is very possible that groupings of people have come together with a similar recall of events, as we are all connected. But, one thing that is absolutely true is that we are all unique and every single one of us has a different perception of the world around us, and we all interpret our experience differently.

I can't really explain to people well enough what I am going to say next. It's something that I pondered since mid last year when I evolved to the next level of consciousness as a part of my journey through this shared existence and awakening of my higher self.

Last year, I started to see the projected emotional thoughts of people. Though, it's only really a small selection of people, as most others are dead minded; they project nothing outwards.

Our world seems very real, yet, something is not quite right and my awakening to a higher level of self-awareness last year has shown me this.

How do we know if a person actually exists? When they are no longer observed they don't actually exist within our worlds, they phase into their own worlds and out of your own field of view.

We see them, and they are animated as if to be alive. Their children are alive and so are those linked to them, yet, I read and feel nothing from them.

Then, I realised that we are living in some type of simulation, or a series of shared experiences. I came to this conclusion when I started to see patterns where two very different experiences of existence from two different people were both correct at the exact same time. Wait, what, how can this be correct if our reality is physical, solid and moving in one direction?

It makes sense, perfectly if you really think about what we are and how we came to be. There is a creator, or rather a life force that exists in the universe that is both the end and the beginning; its very existence is a continuous loop, where its own destruction leads to its own creation; think about sinusoidal waveforms where they start at a zero state and move to a one state, before looping back to zero and repeating in a perpetual pattern continuously.

It appears as though there are many lifeforms as individuals in our universe, yet, the real truth is that we are all actually an instance, of an instance of a single life form. Our human form is only one state of being, and through death and even life I came to realise that we are not our true selves in our human forms; our human form is more of an avatar of a life form that exists in a much higher state of being. That higher state of self is an instance of our creator.

Remember, we are not an instance of our creator at all, as our creator exists as pure energy and has no need for a physical form; it's really easy to understand if you really think about it. We would, therefore, have to be an extension or an avatar of our higher selves that in turn extend from the source of all life in existence.

From this, we can form an understanding of our existence. It is a type of simulation or rather a series of interconnected shared experiences. The reason why most don't notice is because we have convinced ourselves that we have remembered incorrectly; in reality, most people can't remember anything clearly beyond the frame of 3 days. This is the reason why we continue in the way we do, always believing we are in a fixed reality. How many of us have cast our memories back to a time far in the past, only to find that memory is wrong; is it actually wrong though, or has the position of the observer actually shifted into other shared experiences where that entire perception of reality is different? Think about it, we are constantly evolving and moving forward as a species. It is perfectly plausible that we would evolve to a higher state and disconnect from one shared experience and reconnect with another more aligned with how we are perceiving our existence in the active frame.

Though, not everybody is real. I came to realise that many people are the like the computer-generated characters we see in games; they are running in autonomous mode, and we weave back and forth between them without interacting, and they are just like the background and scenery of a playable game arena. There are even players we interact with, their behaviour is often odd, and we just peg it as an awkward encounter between two or more people that went that way because we did not know one another previously.

When we apply this to a shared experience type reality where were are in a dream state of imagined characters generated by our creator during its existence, those people are only just the parts of the dream that are there to help us form an understanding of our reality and existence; it's how we can perceive ourselves to be what we are as human beings and the world around us.

If these background characters did not exist, and our shared collectives did not exist where two different experiences can be real at the exact same time, then we would not be what we are today. The question is, what would we be, and would we really want to exist if we knew our reality was not solid or fixed?

When the end of my time in this shared existence comes to an end, I will cease to exist as an observer of the physical interpretation of this reality. Only the active observer who observed me during my time here would remember me. I would have never existed to those who did not observe me.

As such, I would be lost to history completely; in the disconnected shared experiences, where I never phased into; those phasing into that experience would never know me, as I was never part of that shared experience. Even if I became famous, that recall of history would have not happened in that experience where there was never a connection.

It would not be the end of my existence though, only the end of my physical existence and I would return to a higher state of being; a being of pure love and light in a way that is currently beyond the scope of understanding for most humans.

Love is not a basic human construct; the physical drive is often confused as love, but that's something else entirely. Love is a state of being that extends our physical existence that we convolute with our own primitive perceptions of how we perceive other people as we phase into states of attraction and affection, and out of them when they no longer serve our interests.

True love is more like compassion for other people; acknowledgement, kindness, respect, acceptance of another being as an equal and beyond the physical.

Thank you all for reading, please feel free to comment. Love and light.